best of a bad situation...wonki to the rescue

it started out bad cuz i drove home this evening and kind of smushed the curb turning off the highway by my house and BANG goes muh tire (not fun) so i was bummin bout that and then thought life would be simpler if we didnt need expensive cars to get to our jobs to make money for the damn cars and things would be better if we didn't have these vicious cycles and instead all lived in the woods with our friends and BAM chewonki hits me (like my car hit the curb) and i missed it. but then later my dad finally taught me how to change a tire and we were lying in the snow/ice in this mini-garden park where we fixed it and it was like work programs all over again cause i was accomplishing something real and my hands were covered in grease and it was cold but i was wearing LJs and so it was all fine and the total of 5 visible stars in the city were out and the feeling reminded me so much of what i had gained at chewonki so i just felt straight up happy and wished i could return the love. so i blogged bout it.